Sumarin, The Senior
I'm 18.
I'm graduating in May.
I'm about to enter the world as an Adult.
It's a Bad day. Not a Bad Life.

What I expected from High School:


I came to high school expecting to follow in my sister’s footsteps.
Even though my sister and I share many belief and morals, we have contrasted personalities. We are very different people. But, regaurdless of this, I still held my sister as the standard. My parents never held her as an example, yet I wanted to accomplish everything she had done and more. Perhaps it was because hearing her stories, as the younger sister, I was so enthralled about high school life. I couldn’t wait to have the drama of girl feuds, boys, and stupid high school teachers. I wanted to have a crush, a best friend, and an enemy. I wanted to sneak out, make out, and cuss out people. I couldn’t wait for the adventure. I couldn’t wait to grow up, because I assumed that once I grew up and found myself, I’d be happy. I’d figure life out, and it wouldn’t feel awful anymore.

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I’m not a failure. I grew, but I changed a lot, also. I became realistic. I lost inspiration and ambition. I learned how to not become overwhelmed, and how to deal with hard situations. But the tactics I picked up, didn’t at all find me happiness. I closed up.

I’m not a failure. I grew, but I changed a lot, also. I became realistic. I lost inspiration and ambition. I learned how to not become overwhelmed, and how to deal with hard situations. But the tactics I picked up, didn’t at all find me happiness. I closed up.

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I had let people into my life that didn’t matter, and I had invested too much trust and care in them. I let these meek, temporary people into my life that shatter my vision of who I was and who I wanted to be. I honestly thought I was stronger than that, I had no idea that could even happen.

I had let people into my life that didn’t matter, and I had invested too much trust and care in them. I let these meek, temporary people into my life that shatter my vision of who I was and who I wanted to be. I honestly thought I was stronger than that, I had no idea that could even happen.

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I enjoy:

Dancing. Reading. Walking out in the open.